For an update everyone?
Day 3. I'm still holding. Begging. He still replies to my chats kahit na ang cold ng replies "Ahh, Sige sige, Teka lang" and every now and then he will say "Ayoko na talaga, Wala na talaga e, Wala na kong gana" but still he is replying right?
Kakapit ako hanggang kaya ko pa. Sobrang saket, di ako sanay sa ganto. Kinukulong ko ba sya? Eh ano ba dapat gawin ko? Naniniwala kasi ko na kaya ko ibalik sa dati e. Sobrang babaw ng pinag-awayan namin pero para sakin sobrang lalim nang naging relasyon namin para masira lang sa mababaw na dahilan. Kaya naniniwala ako na kaya ko to. Maaayos ko to. I did my best. I gave my everything. All the efforts I can so I can show him that im a keeper. Gifts, efforts, time, patience. All the things I thought will keep a man, I did all of those. Now di ko na talaga alam gagawin. Plus this lockdown. The borders are closed. Walang bumabyahe, hindi ko sya mapuntahan para makausap ng personal. Thank you guys for the care, for the advices. I believe in this saying "Dont let one tree burn down the whole forest" I wont let one problem bring us down. I'll fight even he is giving up. I'll fight for us hanggang kaya ko. And if that time comes, when I realized I can't bring back what is gone atleast I can say to myself that "You did your best", and I wont have any regrets. Thank you again guys!