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What are the most important things to me right now?
My love relationship. My career. Family.
But which is more important?
I am not one who finds satisfaction in things that are superficial.
That is why I rather spend the day not going to work, to be with my loved ones.
Or to rest. Sleep and eat.
But this rhythm that I had going on for quite a while brought me anxiety.
How can I be rich enough to afford my loved ones a lifetime of comfort?
I cry. I went to church. I prayed.
Praying for me is healing.
It relieves me of my burden. It calms my mind. It lifts my spirit.
Will I ever get the chance to have children?
What kind of parent will I become?
Do I hate children?
Not necessarily, although the idea of being a decent human being is challenging.
But what is important?
I guess right now the most important thing is that I passed this board exam. Find a decent paying job and find other means to earn money.
Pray. God will provide.
I believe in God.
My love relationship. My career. Family.
But which is more important?
I am not one who finds satisfaction in things that are superficial.
That is why I rather spend the day not going to work, to be with my loved ones.
Or to rest. Sleep and eat.
But this rhythm that I had going on for quite a while brought me anxiety.
How can I be rich enough to afford my loved ones a lifetime of comfort?
I cry. I went to church. I prayed.
Praying for me is healing.
It relieves me of my burden. It calms my mind. It lifts my spirit.
Will I ever get the chance to have children?
What kind of parent will I become?
Do I hate children?
Not necessarily, although the idea of being a decent human being is challenging.
But what is important?
I guess right now the most important thing is that I passed this board exam. Find a decent paying job and find other means to earn money.
Pray. God will provide.
I believe in God.