I know you know it already and its hard for you to accept. pero tol yung pinapakita nya is parang "it's not you, it's me" hahah. you know what i mean.
ang totoong mahal never napagod. magagalit pero di mapapagod, mag tatampo pero di mapapagod, mag kakaron ng hindi pagkakaintindihan pero di mapapagod. But anyways tol, trust me magiging okay ka din 2 years from now.
Yes really hard to accept. Feels like ako nalang yung natirang nagmamahal sa relasyon namin.
Still now can't accept the reality na i've done the move but she can't do anything any moves any effort need to put kung may feelings pa siya sakin.
Madali ako kausap if she's still want to fix this, i can give a chance not for her pero sa pinagsamahan na namin.
Pero ayoko mag assume kase marami ng "what ifs" sa isip ko.
What if ulitin niya lang, what if what she realized na wrong moves pala siya.
Well, kinakain na ako ng lupa as of now dahil siguro di ko pa rin matanggap.
Walang proper closure di ko alam ano na kami at ano ako sakanya.
One thing im sure is i will stay pero i will forget her soon na parang walang 7yrs and ye magiging ok din ako soon and she will regret all.
Alright guys, im still fine.
Were still in but still no idea kung ano nalang kami.
Gusto ko ng start mag move-on pero cant accept the reality and cant let go. Im still staying and assuming.
Ako yung the man who cant be move.
I know if she's still love me, she will try at gagawa siya ng paraan, but its not.
So makita ko siya na mag someone na? Its okay, i just cant control my feelings.
Mas ok sakin na mas masakit pa so baka pag dumating yung time na yan diyan na talaga mag sstop yung feelings ko.
Thank you all guys! Sana makahanap tayo ng babaeng mas deserve sa love na binibigay ko.