Poems How Do People See Me?

[kristonecold]

by Alonso Torres Paredones
As I enter a room full of strangers
I try my best to act calmly,
But inside, I'm filled with danger.
What if they don't like me?
What if I say something wrong?
What if I mess up?
What if I get judged?
What if I make myself look like a fool?
What if people laugh at me?
What will I do?
I ask myself.
Heart racing, palms sweaty,
Entering a room full of strangers,
Self-doubt consuming, fear of rejection,
Envy for those at ease, effortlessly mingling.
Wishing for confidence, to feel at ease,
Not letting fears control,
But for now, one step at a time,
Introducing oneself to just one person.
Small steps count, every effort matters,
Overcoming anxiety and uncertainty,
Breaking the ice with a simple question,
Someday, walking into a room with ease.
Remembering it's okay to be nervous,
Acknowledging everyone feels unsure,
Growing more robust with each interaction,
Finding comfort in one's own skin.
The fear of rejection consumes me,
And I feel like I don't belong.
I envy those who seem at ease,
In social situations like these.
But for me, it's a constant battle,
To keep my anxious thoughts at bay.

I wish I could be more courageous.
And not let my fears control me.
But for now, I'll take it one step at a time,
And I hope that someday I'll be free.

 

[JabolWock]

tama di bali kabahan wag lng nerbyusin ✌✌

 

[jisoo69]

Alonso Torres Paredones artfully captures the internal struggle of navigating social interactions in a room full of strangers. The poem unfolds as a journey into the depths of self-doubt and fear, revealing the narrator's anxieties about being accepted and fitting in. The pervasive "what if" questions expose the vulnerability that accompanies the desire for social connection. The vivid description of physical reactions - a racing heart, sweaty palms - vividly portrays the physiological impact of social anxiety. The juxtaposition of the narrator's aspirations for confidence and the current reality of battling fears highlights the ongoing internal conflict. The acknowledgment that small steps matter and every effort counts introduces a glimmer of hope, emphasizing the importance of incremental progress. The poem beautifully captures the universal theme of overcoming social anxiety, acknowledging that everyone feels unsure at times. The longing for a day when walking into a room becomes effortless reflects a poignant yearning for personal growth and self-acceptance. In the closing lines, the narrator expresses a deep-seated wish for courage and the ultimate freedom from the constraints of fear, leaving readers with a sense of empathy for the ongoing struggle and a hopeful anticipation for a brighter, more liberated future.