Should I say goodbye for good?
Should I delete the memories,
our messages, pictures, all of it?
I do not want to.
And I can't.
But everytime I look at them, I see you.
And it stops me from moving on.
I want to be okay.
I know I am okay.
But there are still those moments,
when it hurts so bad.
I miss how you held my hand,
how my name fell from your lips.
Then I will get too emotional,
that I am in verge of tears.
How can I move on?
How can I say good bye?
How can I unlove you?
When my heart says only your name.
I don't want to lose you,
even if you are just a mere memory,
a bittersweet thought, a painful past.
Maybe loving you is all that matters,
even if you are out of my grasp.
I love you so much,
even if you do not feel the same way.