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The story was all start at "we chat".
We became friends.. then lovers.
but only "us" knows..
we live both in the city yet
we met only once a month or twice
sometimes takes more longer..
because were both busy.
But honestly
i'm afraid to be more attached with him
. I'm afraid to be in love
I'm afraid to fall then can't pull back with
If drowning already empowered me.

Then months passed by with the same set up..

he won. i fall for him (di niya alam)
The first set up was changed.
I can't wait to see him again kahit kaka kita lang namin
I felt excited every met and f**cked ups
I learned things about it i never knew i could.. I learned how and when to wear "s e x y" undies..
And that makes me wanna see him every week..
We planned to rent a room for "us"
to be together and to f***k everyday.

Later on.. i felt something wrong
He keeps on asking me money.
I was the one who pay for the motel bill.
I pay for our meals. I even give him fare so he can went home.
Then questions randomly popped up.
Why? Saan na napunta pera niya?
Anong meron?.
Then i decide to stop it. Na feel ko na
Na para bang pinag peperahan na niya ako .. pero bakit?. Di naman ako mayaman. Mas malaki pa nga sahod niya sakin.. so we stop seeing each other. I let myself busy at work.

2 months later .. he called and i never expected for it. Because i'm tired being used. Being taken for granted. But he say sorry asking forgiveness. He wants me back.. he promised to take care of me that he never did before.. so i say YES. .
pero parang nag worst..
nag te text nalang siya if gusto niya makipag kita.
He even asked first if i have spare money for him to borrow.. ofcourse i say no. . Then we stop seeing each other again..

Di nagtagal. Nag message siya aalis na siya magpapa DUMAGUETE na siya.. dun na siya mag wo work.. para sakin as if i care pa?. Yes. I admit i hate him. Nagalit ako sa kanya. . Pero di ba sabi ko na fall na ako sa kanya.. so the communication was still there.. he asked me to visit him.. or he will visit me here in cebu.. because he missed me so much.. he even told me he loves me..pero.. ako pa magprovide pamasahe niya. . Dahil nga grabe yung desires ko sa kanya. So nag yes na naman ako.. pero it makes me think.. bakit pa ba??. Dapat nuon pa lang pinutol ko na to eh.. dapat i wont let someone do this to me.. so di ako tumuloy nagalit siya..
Lastly.. i saw his facebook account. He post it on his cover profile . He seems so happy. They were happy, that i guess i never did for him?.
Questions wants to burst then Why?. Why? Why he even can't hold my hands when were walking down the street. Why i can't post something sweet on her wall?. Why i can't visit him in their house?. Why i can't be with him together with his friends??.Why he can't even ask me for a date?. Why ?.panget ba ako??. Kapalit palit ba ako??. . and i just did nothing but to cry.. im too tired to argue when theres someone already won the "label".


P.s.. judge me if you're perfect enough.


-bagul-
 
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ang SORRY ay para sa mga bagay na hindi sinasadya, at hindi sa mga bagay na paulit-ulit na ginagawa. :)
Bags, if you think youre getting addicted to a thing or to a person please learn to stop or let go. because its only you will suffer the risk like right now.
 
ang SORRY ay para sa mga bagay na hindi sinasadya, at hindi sa mga bagay na paulit-ulit na ginagawa. :)
Bags, if you think youre getting addicted to a thing or to a person please learn to stop or let go. because its only you will suffer the risk like right now.
Actually right now?. It hurts. A lot
 
i know the feeling specialy its you who is inlove and not the two of you. you knew from the very start that the guy is only after your money, you shouldnt let that things happen again. its a lesson for you..
 
i know the feeling specialy its you who is inlove and not the two of you. you knew from the very start that the guy is only after your money, you shouldnt let that things happen again. its a lesson for you..
A big lesson and a big remark..
 
Its not your fault to fell inlove with the wrong person. Faith has its own way of making people realise our worth. He's not for you. Maybe now it hurts but eventually, as days pass by you will soon see what life has taugth you. Cheer up. You deserve someone better. :)
 
Moveon lang teh. Gwapa ang mga cebuana! Di tayo kapalit palit. Hihi.Darating din ang tamang lalaki para sayo. Wag na magstay dun.
 
Its not your fault to fell inlove with the wrong person. Faith has its own way of making people realise our worth. He's not for you. Maybe now it hurts but eventually, as days pass by you will soon see what life has taugth you. Cheer up. You deserve someone better. :)
Honestly.. i know i am strong but i won't lie.. im hurting
 
Is it new? or the old one? :sneaky: Ano ba yan baguling "Hindi lang ang mayaman ang napagsasamantalahan" :LOL: matagal mo ng alam iyan. If you think there is something wrong with him, Why would you still let suffer yourself? leave him and move on. I know Beterano ka na pagdating sa ganyang bagay and I thought your past experience made you stronger and better now pero ano nanaman ito? hahaha :hilarious:
 
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Honestly.. i know i am strong but i won't lie.. im hurting

It will surely hurt. Hindi ka nagmahal kung di ka nasaktan. Pero dapat mo kayanin yan, because he's not worth it. Dont let the same person hurt you all over again. Now is the time for you to think of what that person made you look like. Babae ka, you should be respected not abused.
 
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