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I Never Wanted Any Of It

Discussion in 'Stories, Fiction & Essays' started by Daisuke_Jigen, May 6, 2016.

  1. I Never Wanted Any Of It

    i never wanted any of this.
    i didn't want to be raped. not any of the four times.
    i didn't want to cut all those times i did.
    i didn't want to love all the scars as they comforted me.
    i never wanted to be abandoned only to be moved across the country in search of some unfortunate people to take care of me and the mess that i am.
    i never wanted my boyfriend to let me lead him to his suicide.
    i didn't want to lead me to my own.
    but i never succeeded. not the 27 attempts.
    i never asked to be asked.
    i just wished some one did.

    now, i never wanted to know what happiness was.
    are you going to let me feel that without my insecurities?
    or are you going to deprive me from that simple thing, too?
    Credits to respectful owner (y)
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