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I Never Wanted Any Of It

Discussion in 'Stories, Fiction & Essays' started by Daisuke_Jigen, May 6, 2016.

  1. I Never Wanted Any Of It

    i never wanted any of this.
    i didn't want to be raped. not any of the four times.
    i didn't want to cut all those times i did.
    i didn't want to love all the scars as they comforted me.
    i never wanted to be abandoned only to be moved across the country in search of some unfortunate people to take care of me and the mess that i am.
    i never wanted my boyfriend to let me lead him to his suicide.
    i didn't want to lead me to my own.
    but i never succeeded. not the 27 attempts.
    i never asked to be asked.
    i just wished some one did.

    now, i never wanted to know what happiness was.
    are you going to let me feel that without my insecurities?
    or are you going to deprive me from that simple thing, too?
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